Love Letter Written From Me to Me

I love you so much.

I am so proud of you. As you know, all people are are collages. I suppose there is some base of who you are as an individual, that determines what you collect and experience to build your collage. But people are fundamentally montages of moments, people, knowledge, experiences, music, media, beliefs, colors, feelings, passions, places, wisdom, dreams, etc. You are an extraordinary tessellation. You are brilliant beyond compare.

Your mind is so beautiful and you always make me so proud. You are so beautiful.

I am so terribly sorry about your circumstances and the limitations you feel you have no control of. I am so sorry about the negative energy that sometimes surrounds you. You don't deserve that and you are so much better than that and I am so sorry you have to deal with it. I’m not worried about you.

You know who you are and your beliefs are ever-changing but they are morally correct, You have clear perceptions of what you want and the things you will accomplish. It is alright that you don’t know how to get there yet, you are going to figure it out. I believe in you. It doesn’t matter who doubts you or second guesses you. You are capable of everything and anything and you are going to achieve everything your heart and soul desire.

It would not matter if there was not a single soul who believed in you or agreed with your actions or mindset. Because I believe in you. I believe in you enough for the entire world to be turned against you and yet you’d still be alright. I love you. You are incredible.

You do not have to follow down the same path as everyone else, you are capable of creating your own path and ending up exactly where you want to.

Always listen to what others have to say, even if you know that you aren’t going to follow what they’re telling you to do, or agree with what they’re saying. You know what is right. You are right. It may be a good idea to create a safety net, but you don’t need one. You are more than prepared to take chances and make big decisions on your own and I know that you believe that if you fall and there’s nothing to catch you, then that is okay. That is okay because you weren’t afraid to risk it all. It is all worth risking. It is better to lose it all than to land on a safety net and stay settled there on the ground, gazing up at your dreams but never being able to climb the ladder again because you are more comfortable on the ground. You don’t belong on the ground. I know you can do it. I know you can do anything.

You are going to live the most beautiful life when you are finally free.

Every single second of your life will matter and you will truly change the world. You are so talented, so intellectual, so capable. I know how trapped you feel right now and I am sorry, but it won’t last forever. One day you’ll be free and you can leave the cage and soar high and sing loud.

Try not to think about what is not, sometimes there are situations you can not change. Work with what you are given and use it to create everything you’ve never had and continue to grow yourself. Continue to create opportunities for yourself and stay ambitious.

I love the compassion and care you shed towards others, although you remain independent. Love from others is a gift, and whether you accepted it or not varies, but when you do, you accept it graciously and welcome it. You have braced yourself to be prepared for it’s departure or inauthenticity and you are equipped to flourish without it. Your mind is swarming with so many extravagant ideas and concepts. You are divine. I am so excited for your future, it gleams from the present. I believe in you. Don’t forget that. Don’t get caught up in sadness, you are so much more than that. I love you. I am so glad you exist and I  am lost with anticipation of what you will do within your entire existence. You are flamboyant and larger than life. I am so grateful for your life.

Love always,

S. S. M.